Lost in my own home

I am feeling lost currently.. At office we having a lil bit of structure change and suprisingly it kind a effect to my work mood. At first after the announcement i told to myelf that this 'under control' thingy wont effect me much as the changes is not on my direct report.

But after a week i become more and more demotivated and sometimes i felt lost to the environment that i thot i know it very well. Almost 8 years the organization, for the first time ever i find myself being push to leaving this comfort zone..

Arggghh.. I need to have more strength to face this 'transformation' times..  :| :|

Hubby back to skool

Life become more hectic and hectics nowdayz. I am losing my commitment to write to this blog after not even 2 months it went 'live'. Haha.. 

We are still not celebrating Hadif birthday officially even secara kecil-kecilan. What a poor boy. Sian dia daddy.. Sorry Dip, mummy and daddy are very bz with all the duniawi matters. We shall plan something for you this weekend. Wait yer sayang..! 

Asip will be back to the lecture hall by next week. I shall be more independant woman after this to give him a ways for his life advancement. Hope he will use this golden oppurtunitty to gain more knowledge and experience in life. No more main2 yek sayang like last time.. I know you can do it.. and just do it..

Life is short so make it sweet...